The drugs were always there. But according to Cassie Ventura, it wasn’t weed or pills that consumed Diddy behind closed doors—it was ketamine.
In newly unsealed court documents and a string of emotional testimonies, Cassie detailed the alleged depths of Sean “Diddy” Combs’s drug use during their relationship, naming ketamine as his drug of choice—and describing his withdrawal episodes as “violent, terrifying, and unpredictable.”
“He’d disappear into his room with vials,” Cassie said, according to excerpts published by Rolling Stone. “He told me it was medicine. But it turned him into someone I didn’t recognize.”
Ketamine, a powerful dissociative anesthetic, is used medically in controlled settings—but Cassie claims Diddy was using it recreationally and frequently, often multiple times a day.
“He would sit in silence for hours,” she told the court. “And then out of nowhere, he’d start yelling about people spying on him.”
According to court filings reviewed by The Guardian, Cassie described incidents where Diddy allegedly punched walls, locked himself in rooms for days, and became paranoid that staff and guests were plotting against him—all during withdrawal periods.
“There were nights I thought he was going to die. And nights I thought I would.”
One particularly chilling account detailed a 2020 episode in which Cassie claims Diddy threw furniture across their penthouse and screamed about “worms in his skin.” She later learned he hadn’t used ketamine for nearly 48 hours at the time.
Medical experts familiar with chronic ketamine use say symptoms like delusions, aggression, and hallucinations are common when the drug is abused over extended periods.
“This isn’t a party drug story,” said Dr. Jason Patel, an addiction specialist interviewed by Vice. “This is a long-term dependency spiral.”
Despite frequent allegations of substance abuse, Diddy has never publicly confirmed any ketamine use. His legal team issued a general denial, calling the latest court documents “baseless and defamatory.” That statement has done little to quiet the explosion of online outrage.
The revelations have reignited social media scrutiny, with users sharing Cassie’s quotes under hashtags like #DiddyExposed and #CassieSpeaks.
“You can feel her pain in every word,” wrote one user. “She survived a haunted house of trauma.”
Even celebrities are reacting. Keke Palmer tweeted: “Addiction is real. But so is accountability. This story is gut-wrenching.”
Cassie also alleged that ketamine wasn’t just Diddy’s secret—it was his control tool.
“He’d offer it to guests. He’d pressure me to take it,” she said. “And when I refused, he called me boring. Said I wasn’t being ‘present.’”
An anonymous former staff member told TMZ that Diddy often referred to ketamine as “peace juice” and used it during high-profile industry parties, where attendees were allegedly discouraged from asking questions.
“He created an environment where the drug wasn’t a drug—it was a vibe,” the staffer said. “But that vibe turned deadly more than once.”
According to Cassie, some of the worst moments came during withdrawals, when Diddy would accuse her of betrayal, surveillance, and infidelity.
“He accused me of poisoning his water,” she said in a testimony clip aired on NBC News. “He locked me in a room for nine hours. I didn’t eat. I didn’t sleep.”
Cassie’s lawyers are now pushing for the court to compel toxicology reviews and sealed health records from Diddy’s medical team—a move that, if approved, could reveal just how deep the addiction allegedly ran.
“This wasn’t recreational,” her lawyer said. “This was the engine behind his control, his rage, and his abuse.”
The story is no longer just about abuse.
It’s about a drug, a mansion, a man unraveling—and a woman trying to survive it all.
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